<![CDATA[Words for thought - Some of my poems]]>

<![CDATA[Words for thought - Some of my poems]]>Sat, 19 May 2012 20:30:11 -0800Weebly<![CDATA[All My Life]]>Sun, 20 Nov 2011 17:21:41 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2011/11/all-my-life.htmlI've hoped for the lighter side,
I've been waiting all my life.
There is no hope for a free ride,
I've been searching for this moment.

You held me down shoved me around,
I've fallen further than before.
You dragged me down into the ground,
I've been waiting all my life for more.

I gave you my heart and my life,
You tossed me aside if that's right.
I tried to give you the best without the knife,
You left me lost in the night.

All my life I've been searching for you,
I just want to be the one to make you smile.
All my life I've fought these chains for you,
I just want to be worth your while. ]]><![CDATA[Winter Dog]]>Wed, 22 Jun 2011 12:42:57 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2011/06/winter-dog.htmlIf the winter is donning,
but there is no fear.
A dogs life is never clear.
if the spring has sprung,
but the door is never there,
A dogs life is never fair.
But a twists in the rhyme,
that dog is just fine,
But look like a child he'll be,
all chipper and free.
But all the children only dream,
if it was as it seems.
Outside the warmth sets in,
the cold is never in control.
A dog on a endless stroll.
Inside does not exist for them now,
that warmth of care is a mystery.
A dog leaves no history.
But see that dog is always up beat,
he will never except defeat.
But those children learned that day,
nothing is as important, as to play. ]]><![CDATA[Broken]]>Wed, 22 Jun 2011 12:34:37 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2011/06/broken.htmlIn time the heart may shatter,
after the rough sights, words even.
Those sneers and snarls,
looks of disgust.
Your mind lays in pieces,
your heart turns to dust.
With every broken piece of you,
you pick yourself up.
Broken, still walking,
you mustn't stop.
The broken bear eyes so sad,
even the angels can't bear to see.
But the broken have a hidden strength,
for its how they must be.
Broken, beaten, pushed down,
but each broken piece, bears a crown. ]]><![CDATA[Hope]]>Wed, 22 Jun 2011 12:30:41 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2011/06/hope.htmlHope is a smile in the faces,
a light in the deepest dark.
A source of strength in many,
something that will not fade.
Uncertain at times,
but hope still stands tall.
And Hope like you,
shall never fall. ]]><![CDATA[Evil?(better title needed)]]>Fri, 28 Jan 2011 18:10:39 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2011/01/evil-in-me.htmlfeelings pouring out my veins,
somehow I see its the same.
fear fills up my heart,
somehow I know its a start.
I hate myself, in and out,
this rage pent up, makes me shout.
I hate my sight, look at me, trash,
inside my soul a beast will gnash.
Its teeth coated in blood,
my thoughts begin to flood.
Its time the monster is let free,
but what horror will the they see?
I am here to fight to break,
they are only here to take.
I fight the light and dark alone,
they try to chill me to the bone.
Break me inside out,
feast upon my doubt.
Break the bonds I've made,
face the path you forbade.
....
-to be continued?-]]><![CDATA[Temptation]]>Wed, 01 Dec 2010 10:10:19 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2010/12/temptation.htmlVoices just a whisper,
calling, begging.
Temptations rising.

A razor stained,
only in thought.
Temptations calling.

-finish later-]]><![CDATA[The moment ]]>Wed, 17 Nov 2010 17:16:19 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2010/11/the-moment.htmlEyes closed slow your breath,
Calmed, no noise.
That will not last, I laugh.
Pain itches back,
anxiety stress.
WORK GO RUN!
All the stress, pins and needles.
Dancing on hot coals and glass,
then the memories flood past.

The moment slips past,
its out of our grasp.
I can't work hard enough,
the touch of you lips.
I try to remember,
all the joy, love.
FIGHT ME FIGHT ME
knife in my back.
Time i'll collapse
back in my hole.
My shovel doesn't reach,
the gravel falls in.
Eyes closed, deep breaths,
calmed only on the outside.
The rage turns, for you i yearn
to be calm relax instead i relapse.
your hand in mine,
my tears feel cold.
My soul tearing,
my mind breaking.
The moment is gone,
but where do i belong?]]><![CDATA[Here again Court]]>Sat, 13 Nov 2010 09:41:24 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2010/11/here-again-court.html
Here again,
the knife the thought.
Here again,
the blood stained floor.

The lights are flashing,
here again.
They have no idea,
there again.

Hiding in the shadows,
no one will see.
Hiding scars and thoughts,
no one will know.

Its time to move again,
alone again.
Its time to search again,
the perfect spot.

Ready for the surprise?
here agian.
Ready for the courts.
here again.

Pleaing insanity again,
I'll walk.
Please unheard this time,
I'm caught.

Cut wrists weren't enough,
its time.
Cut the bodies, they added up,
no time.

Frown forever on my face,
stinks this place.
Faces unknown grin and smirk,
this place hurt.

Free again, got out,
mind blown out.
Free forever never caught,
though it burns.

Here in hell it ain't so bad,
leaving made me mad.
Leaving my prizes forever gone,
but my terror is not done.

BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA]]><![CDATA[rape]]>Sat, 13 Nov 2010 09:40:16 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2010/11/rape.html
Tear in a tendon,
break in a bone.
My only mistake,
i was alone.

Pleas muted,
lust visible.
tears fell,
laughed devilishly.

Came from behind,
I did not see.
Fought and screamed,
it wasn't to be.

No daring escape,
no knight and his stead.
No one to rescue me,
the attack is done.

Living but dead,
deep inside.
and what do you know,
this devils deed?

Rage inside
at myself
people as well
Ever lasting pain.

What do you know,
this pain has a name.
And if justice be served,
he get what he gets.

I was unlucky,
he wasn't caught.
In case you forgot,
the name for this experience.

the name is rape.
The action is wrong.
the feeling of rape.
the being far gone. ]]><![CDATA[dear angel ]]>Sat, 13 Nov 2010 09:38:47 -0800http://lostwords.weebly.com/1/post/2010/11/dear-angel.html

Dear angel in heaven

are you still watching over me?

do you still love me?

Dear loved one gone

I miss you so much

I want to tell you alot.

Dear angel in heaven

watch over my friends

they deserve to be safe

Dear loved one gone

I still keep you close in my heart

I wish you were here.

Dear Self

do you see these things you write?

admit to yourself.

Dear friend

I am sorry I think i've fallen

I want to tell you it all

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