living a lie 11/13/2010
Living a lie
just to get by
living so cold
its getting old
living so alone
chilled to the bone
living in determination
what is the creation?
living a new end
time to defend
living for life
not mine. your life
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I'm a Twisted Puppy 10/27/2010
I feel the blade touch my skin,
chills run down my spin.
I have the blood lust,
but now I shift my eyes.
The fear in his eyes,
it makes me giggle.
The pain he's about to feel,
oh he'll suffer.
I reach for a better razor,
say ready for the fun?
I make four cuts,
now he can't run.
he cries out in pain,
I see him cry.
He begs for mercy,
my humanity flickers.
I cut my own wrist,
and remember.
I make one long gash,
he insides spill out.
The torture gives me chills,
I pour a shot.
The vodak helps me see,
this is the life for me.
I am covered in blood,
mine and his.
I start again,
his limbs all gone.
His breathing stopped,
eyes glazed over.
His pain still visible,
I shutter and cry.
Fun's all over I guess,
I cut my wrist up some more.
Fire burns his flesh all gone,
I just drink the bottle.
I wobble back inside,
I kept a prize.
I remember the fun,
chills again.
The blood removed,
feeling so dizzy.
The lust returns,
when will this hunger be fed?
chills run down my spin.
I have the blood lust,
but now I shift my eyes.
The fear in his eyes,
it makes me giggle.
The pain he's about to feel,
oh he'll suffer.
I reach for a better razor,
say ready for the fun?
I make four cuts,
now he can't run.
he cries out in pain,
I see him cry.
He begs for mercy,
my humanity flickers.
I cut my own wrist,
and remember.
I make one long gash,
he insides spill out.
The torture gives me chills,
I pour a shot.
The vodak helps me see,
this is the life for me.
I am covered in blood,
mine and his.
I start again,
his limbs all gone.
His breathing stopped,
eyes glazed over.
His pain still visible,
I shutter and cry.
Fun's all over I guess,
I cut my wrist up some more.
Fire burns his flesh all gone,
I just drink the bottle.
I wobble back inside,
I kept a prize.
I remember the fun,
chills again.
The blood removed,
feeling so dizzy.
The lust returns,
when will this hunger be fed?
Time 09/16/2010
Tick tick tick.
Clock strikes twelve
welcome to hell.
Clock strikes one
your almost done.
tick tick tick
Alarm begins to blare
you start to stare.
Alarmingly bored
energy stored.
tick tick tick
test time inside,
school, yourself.
testing your strength
your not the best.
Ding ding ding
Ten til three
awaken your dream.
ten to four
your back for more.
ding ding ding
now the birds sing
mortality springs.
now the blades stained
the pains remained
Tick tock Ding dong
thoughts go off, bells ring
its a new thing.
thoughts grow dark
theres the lark
Sun shine, sunlight
waiting for tonight
another internal fight.
waiting for nothing
goals set low
Sun shine, sunlight
go forever gone now
cold inside bloody brow
go away i'm broken
these words misspoken.
kitty possession 08/21/2010
Eyes glowing in the dark,
a whimpered cry stuck.
Eyes blood shot in light,
all seen a kitten, FUCK!
There goes another life,
whats the weapon Mr. officer?
Those look like razors or a knife,
but I'm unsure sir.
I know, Oh I know watch out,
I let him out the window broken.
No breath to shout,
the devils looking.
There he stalks a cat unlike the rest,
he kills like the best.
The great ones jealous Freddy's lost power,
watch the believers cower.
My poor little kitten,
since he was bitten.
My baby's been taken,
his mind is draining.
He's feet are bloody and cold,
the only thing left is mold.
he's furless and stained,
the lives he drained.
My baby's possessed, DAMN!
Now I'm on the lamb.
My baby's a killer its my fault,
now i'm locked in this vault.
I told the truth but they don't believe,
I guess some proof is what they need.
I showed them the house,they never came out,
I only heard one scream, one shot, their doubt.
-for my lovely cousin. I hope you like it-
a whimpered cry stuck.
Eyes blood shot in light,
all seen a kitten, FUCK!
There goes another life,
whats the weapon Mr. officer?
Those look like razors or a knife,
but I'm unsure sir.
I know, Oh I know watch out,
I let him out the window broken.
No breath to shout,
the devils looking.
There he stalks a cat unlike the rest,
he kills like the best.
The great ones jealous Freddy's lost power,
watch the believers cower.
My poor little kitten,
since he was bitten.
My baby's been taken,
his mind is draining.
He's feet are bloody and cold,
the only thing left is mold.
he's furless and stained,
the lives he drained.
My baby's possessed, DAMN!
Now I'm on the lamb.
My baby's a killer its my fault,
now i'm locked in this vault.
I told the truth but they don't believe,
I guess some proof is what they need.
I showed them the house,they never came out,
I only heard one scream, one shot, their doubt.
-for my lovely cousin. I hope you like it-
My lesson 08/20/2010
Cut lose just a little,
few drinks thats all.
Lay back just a bit,
stay awake then fall.
Get home a little late,
its all my mistake.
Now its time for fate,
what will it take?
Drunk. Sickness, hate,
not I suffer the hell.
My lesson, another gate,
you see now I fell.
My lesson I'll never forget,
the sickness in my head.
The habit I most regret,
the thoughts wish me dead.
few drinks thats all.
Lay back just a bit,
stay awake then fall.
Get home a little late,
its all my mistake.
Now its time for fate,
what will it take?
Drunk. Sickness, hate,
not I suffer the hell.
My lesson, another gate,
you see now I fell.
My lesson I'll never forget,
the sickness in my head.
The habit I most regret,
the thoughts wish me dead.
I'd Rather 06/12/2010
Found but unwanted,
I'd rather stay lost.
Forgotten and hated,
I'd rather stay stray.
I'd rather hurt,
let it be so you've forgotten.
I'd rather fall,
the cliifs grown taller wind rushing.
Lost and bleeding,
I'll stay this way.
Loved and hurting,
I'll be the same.
I'd rather freeze,
than have what I need.
I'd rather die,
than let you pass by.
I'd rather stay lost.
Forgotten and hated,
I'd rather stay stray.
I'd rather hurt,
let it be so you've forgotten.
I'd rather fall,
the cliifs grown taller wind rushing.
Lost and bleeding,
I'll stay this way.
Loved and hurting,
I'll be the same.
I'd rather freeze,
than have what I need.
I'd rather die,
than let you pass by.
Divine 06/05/2010
The look in your eyes,
a wondrous site.
A divine site,
your beauty is great.
The tears you cry,
make me want to die.
The blood I shed,
make you upset.
The more hurt I cause,
the more you change.
A divine thing of you,
hasn't got a clue.
Nothing you can do,
you wish you could.
Your beauty is divine,
and its all mine.
My love for you is deep,
i wish for you to keep.
Keep me in your arms,
i will bring you no more harm.
Though I can see,
you've no need for me.
Then I must go,
as your heart glows.
With love of another,
none for me no other.
Though now I've lost,
now to pay the cost.
I wrote you a song,
and went along.
All your goodbyes,
and all your lies.
You've broken my heart,
and tore me apart.
All thats left of me,
what i used to be.
An empty shell,
lost in my hell.
No emotions inside,
looking for new places to hide.
My friends do care,
still getting no where.
I can not feel,
this is way to real.
a wondrous site.
A divine site,
your beauty is great.
The tears you cry,
make me want to die.
The blood I shed,
make you upset.
The more hurt I cause,
the more you change.
A divine thing of you,
hasn't got a clue.
Nothing you can do,
you wish you could.
Your beauty is divine,
and its all mine.
My love for you is deep,
i wish for you to keep.
Keep me in your arms,
i will bring you no more harm.
Though I can see,
you've no need for me.
Then I must go,
as your heart glows.
With love of another,
none for me no other.
Though now I've lost,
now to pay the cost.
I wrote you a song,
and went along.
All your goodbyes,
and all your lies.
You've broken my heart,
and tore me apart.
All thats left of me,
what i used to be.
An empty shell,
lost in my hell.
No emotions inside,
looking for new places to hide.
My friends do care,
still getting no where.
I can not feel,
this is way to real.
Attitude 05/23/2010
Watching around the world,
the voice thats heard.
Watching in the young world,
the only thing thats heard.
Having attitude lashing back,
letting rage go flying out.
Having anger in slashing back,
letting pain flow dying out.
Raging wars inside and out,
nothing we can live without.
Raging battle dying out,
nothing left to live without.
the voice thats heard.
Watching in the young world,
the only thing thats heard.
Having attitude lashing back,
letting rage go flying out.
Having anger in slashing back,
letting pain flow dying out.
Raging wars inside and out,
nothing we can live without.
Raging battle dying out,
nothing left to live without.
Nothing left 05/10/2010
I open my eyes and look inside,
there's nothing left to see.
I sealed my lips long ago,
there's nothing left to be.
There's nothing left,
inside of me.
There's nothing left,
for me to be.
A broken heart,
nothing left.
A lost soul,
nothing stays.
Eyes sewn shut,
now you see.
Lips sealed tight,
now you listen.
Silence speaks wonders,
nothings left.
Sightless blunders,
nothing remains.
They stole everything,
there's nothing left of me.
They took it all,
away from me.
There is nothing left,
for you to love.
There is nothing left,
to see, so why?
With nothing left of me,
why is it so hard?
With nothing left to be,
I still can't speak.
When there is nothing,
to say.
When there is nothing,
left today.
I still can't speak,
nothing at all.
I still can't see,
just like a doll.
don't play with me,
there's nothing left.
Don't waste away,
when its growing.
Don't burn the forests,
nothing in ashes.
Don't drown the cities,
nothing survives.
Now do you believe,
there's nothing left.
Now let it rest,
there's nothing left.
there's nothing left to see.
I sealed my lips long ago,
there's nothing left to be.
There's nothing left,
inside of me.
There's nothing left,
for me to be.
A broken heart,
nothing left.
A lost soul,
nothing stays.
Eyes sewn shut,
now you see.
Lips sealed tight,
now you listen.
Silence speaks wonders,
nothings left.
Sightless blunders,
nothing remains.
They stole everything,
there's nothing left of me.
They took it all,
away from me.
There is nothing left,
for you to love.
There is nothing left,
to see, so why?
With nothing left of me,
why is it so hard?
With nothing left to be,
I still can't speak.
When there is nothing,
to say.
When there is nothing,
left today.
I still can't speak,
nothing at all.
I still can't see,
just like a doll.
don't play with me,
there's nothing left.
Don't waste away,
when its growing.
Don't burn the forests,
nothing in ashes.
Don't drown the cities,
nothing survives.
Now do you believe,
there's nothing left.
Now let it rest,
there's nothing left.
untitled for now 04/18/2010
Tears fall slowly,
I'm unafraid.
Tears fall forever,
within I'm shattered.
Blood drips faster,
I'm a disaster.
Blood runs colder,
within I'm running.
Shakes sneak back,
I'm depressed.
Shakes inside,
within I'm lonely.
I'm unafraid.
Tears fall forever,
within I'm shattered.
Blood drips faster,
I'm a disaster.
Blood runs colder,
within I'm running.
Shakes sneak back,
I'm depressed.
Shakes inside,
within I'm lonely.
